Queen

2009-06-04T06:41:00.000-07:00

2009-06-04T04:06:00.000-07:00

Trust.

Distance means nothing when theres trust.

Whatever it is, i'll wait for you. Trust me.

Same goes to Khalil Latiff and Azmy Sukiman. Yours next, man.

Go and serve the Nation, and make Singaporean and Merlion proud!

To my man, i miss you.

2009-05-24T19:04:00.000-07:00

I try to talk to you, but i don't know what to say. I am afraid you don't want me to say anything. So i don't. But inside of me there are words waiting to come out. And tell you how i feel-like how i miss you. And how i love you despite my broken heart. And how i need you in my life. And especially how much i want you. But those words may forever stay in my heart-locked inside. Sometimes i wonder if there are words locked inside you too... but i'll never know.

2009-05-20T20:55:00.000-07:00

Life is a gift.

There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She told her boyfriend, 'If I could only see the world, I will marry you.' One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages came off, she was able to see everything, including her boyfriend.

He asked her,'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?' The girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life led her to refuse to marry him.

Her boyfriend left in tears and days later wrote a note to her saying: 'Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before they were yours, they were mine.'

This is how the human brain often works when our status changes.

Only a very few remember what life was like before, and who was always by their side in the most painful situations.

* taken from someone's electronic journal. *

Guys are like stars. Only one of them out there come true if you wish upon it.
Are you the the star that ive been wishing on?

2009-05-05T08:11:00.000-07:00

Karangan budak darjah 4

Pagi itu pagi minggu. Cuaca cukup sejuk sehingga mencapai takat suhu beku. Sebab itu saya tidak mandi pagi sebab air kolah jadi air batu dan air paip tidak mahu keluar sebab beku di dalam batang paip.

Pagi itu saya bersarapan dengan keluarga di dalam unggun api kerana tidak tahan sejuk. Selepas itu emak saya mengajak saya menemaninya ke pasar. Tetapi saya tidak mahu. Selepas emak menikam perut saya berkali-kali dengan garfu barulah saya bersetuju untuk mengikutnya.

Kami berjalan sejauh 120 kilometer kerana pasar itu letaknya 128 kilometer dari rumah. Lagi 8 kilometer nak sampai pasar saya ternampak sebuah lori kontena meluru dengan laju dari arah belakang. Dia melanggar emak saya. Emak saya tercampak ke dalam gaung. Dia menjerit "Adoi!". Lepas itu emak saya naik semula dan mengejar lori tersebut. Saya pun turut berlari di belakang emak saya kerana takut emak saya melanggar lori itu pula. Pemandu lori itu nampak kami mengejarnya. Dia pun memecut lebih laju iaitu sama dengan kelajuan cahaya. Kami pula terpaksa mengejar dengan lebih laju iaitu sama dengan dua kali ganda kelajuan cahaya.

Emak saya dapat menerajang tayar depan lori itu. Lori itu terbabas dan melanggar pembahagi jalan lalu bertembung dengan sebuah feri. Feri itu terbelah dua. Penumpang feri itu yang seramai 100 orang semuanya mati. Pemandu feri itu sangat marah. Dia pun bertukar menjadi Ultraman dan memfire pemandu lori. Pemandu lori menekan butang khas di dalam lori dia..lori itu bertukar menjadi robot Transformer. Mereka bergaduh di udara.

Emak saya tidak puas hati. Dia pun terus menyewa sebuah helikopter di Genting Highlands dan terus ke tempat kemalangan. Dia melanggar pemandu feri yang telah bertukar menjadi Ultraman itu. Pemandu feri itu terkejut dan terus bertukar menjadi pemandu feri semula lalu terhempas ke jalanraya. Pemandu feri itu pecah.

Pemandu lori sangat takut melihat kejadian itu. Dia meminta maaf dari emak saya. Dia menghulurkan tangan ingin bersalam. Tetapi emak saya masih marah. Dia menyendengkan helikopternya dan mengerat tangan pemandu lori itu dengan kipas helikopter. Pemandu lori itu menjerit "Adoi..!" dan jatuh ke bumi.

Emak say menghantar helikopter itu ke Genting Highlands. Bila dia balik ke tempat kejadian, dia terus memukul pemandu lori itu dengan beg tangannya sambil memarahi pemandu lori itu di dalam bahasa Inggeris. Pemandu lori itu tidak dapat menjawab sebab emak saya cakap orang putih. Lalu pemandu lori itu mati.

Tidak lama kemudian kereta polis pun sampai. Dia membuat lapuran ke ibu pejabatnya tentang kemalangan ngeri itu. Semua anggota polis di pejabat polis itu terperanjat lalu mati. Orang ramai mengerumuni tempat kejadian kerana ingin mengetahui apa yang telah terjadi. Polis yang bertugas cuba menyuraikan orang ramai lalu dia menjerit menggunakan pembesar suara. Orang ramai terperanjat dan semuanya mati.

Selepas itu emak saya mengajak saya ke pasar untuk mengelak lebih ramai lagi yang akan mati. Di pasar, emak saya menceritakan kejadian itu kepada penjual daging. Penjual daging dan peniaga-peniaga berhampiran yang mendengar cerita itu semuanya terkejut dan mati.

Saya dan emak saya terus berlari balik ke rumah. Kerana terlalu penat sebaik saja sampai di rumah kami pun mati. Itulah kemalangan yang paling ngeri yang pernah saya lihat sebelum saya mati.

Very very funnny!

2009-05-05T04:44:00.000-07:00

Aku dah start ranting ni.

Hello everyone!
Do you guys like my blog skins?
Looks like CNY and abit of grandma panties eh? Heh.

Lifes is like a coma mode. Yeah la, having a good time on bed only. Hmmm, with all the kinda of styles, turning. Ooops, do sounds like porno madness ahh. Actually, few minutes ago, ive been watching that. No, not to copied. Just to get some general and physical knowledge. I love sciences. =D Oh well. Hmmm.

Been reading humans blog and i can tell how destroyed and despoilt their feeling is, after which being so jobless. (Jobless doesnt mean hopeless. *wink*) I do have that feelings too. But nevermind, try and try and try and try again. God's willing, you and i wil get the job. Good job!

And not forgetting my good friends who successful went to Poly, you guys better study hard and dont forget eye-ing for jantans is a MUST. Darn, how much i miss school's life. I miss those days, venture my money for unnecessary things at Co-op. Not forgetting, i must admit that im so sated with the school's nasi lemak. For God Sake, can changed the menu to Nasi Ayam, Nasi Rawan, Nasi Padang or simple dish on earth, Nasi Goreng? But now, Nasi Lemak from ITE Tampinies, you've been missed by me. SobSob. Ehh, not forgetting Honey Chicken. Hmmmmmmmm. Tepi-tepi mulot la. And dont forget that PMS aunty who always clean up the plates at canteen. Wah! That aunty face still lingeres on my mind. What a terabyte memory i have, oh well. HAAAAA.

Skipped these food madness.

Anyways, hows life man?Being cruel or being great?
As for me, im so fucking pissed off with this Attachment company, which still keep holding back my commissions. I sold tons of tons of Laptops to help you increased the sales, and what god damn fuck you give me? Zero! Wheres the hell is your agreement, cibai? These company ah, i tell you what, you can just go to hell and go bankrupt for all i care! Go bitching with your blahdy pukimak laptops. And now, im jobless, i need money! money! And you kept asking me to join back your company. For what?? Because of this Attachment ah, i blahdy got gastrics and sleepy-head. And lack of attention from people (must i write this? nvm.) and not much time, surfing the net. This is all because of my 1030am-830pm job. Do you think its hell?
Come i tell you, whats lagi hell.

1. Firstly, woke up like hell at 830am, meet Jacko at bustop at 900am.

2. Took that blahdy bus 51, which is super long like waiting for mother elephant to give birth twins!

3. Irratating inconsiderate humans in bus, which we cannot atleast take a 10mins nap.

4. Reach like 1000am or 1015am. Stomach noisy, grab light food at 7eleven. (money venture Part I)

5. 1030am start meeting. How sleepy you are, and you still got the heck to talk business early in the morning. TSK.

6. Directed us to various locations. Your luck depend on the organizer, how lucky you can get your shop manager in charge. Tell you, some are good and some are bad like bad mangosteens.

7. If BAD shop manager - will force to increase up his shop sales. Meet target. Ask you to stand and serve customers 24 hours. Let you have your LUNCH AT 5 or 6pm. Vacumm floor before closing. Do inventory list before you can go home. (kesian siol aku, merana!)

8. If GOOD shop manager - will ask you to try to increase the sales in the shops. No customer, you can sit and talk and whatever fuck. Let you have lunch at any time you want to. Feel free to surf internet. (happy siol aku, woooo!)

9. As the workplace is a closure mall, i didnt get to see whether the weather is Sunny, Rainy, Stormy or whatever. I only can get to see 10am weather and 10pm weather. TSK.

9. Lunching period, depend on the crowd or the Shop in-charge itself. Everyday i go for FastFood. (money venture Part II)

9. Supposingly back at 830pm, due to late customers or slow closing then we everytime closed at 930pm.10. Walk to the back entrance which you definately met drunkards nabei humans, teasing you, off to another junction to take 51.

11. Back home almost 11pm. Shower and eat, then off to bed, sleep.

12. Repeat again they cycles above.

And as for my Off days, usually i will spent my time at home and surf the net or watch tv. Im too lazy and freaking tired to go out.And now, im free from all these hellfires. Lucky ah i got B graded, if not im gonna burn those laptops ahh.

And i dont want to be so fool waiting like shit for my oustanding balance of my god damn commisions. So before i take further action, dengan segala hormat, please transfer to my Account ok.

Hope you understand my situation ok, pukimak.
SIAL, CIBAI, PUKIMAK, KANINA.

(Breathe in, breathe out.)

Assalamuailakum. Hi everyone, pardon the previous post. I realised that i ignored MySpace after FaceBook appear. How bad and sad and mad it is. TSK. But FB is getting hot and hotier ah. With all those god damn quizzes which is kinda irratating but nevermind. HAA. Actually having all these online social networking thing, it kills your boredom. =D

Anyways, i got new baby cousins. The name, Andi Bazli. So cute. Warmth wishes from me to the beloved parents.

Dont say that love is wasting your time. Love is misunderstood. Enjoy it when you can, as long as it's true your heart.

Ok put aside, this love madness.

Can anyone teach me cycling? HEHEEE.

So, till here everyone. Happy viewing those pictures.

2009-05-05T04:30:00.000-07:00

2009-04-17T03:09:00.000-07:00

BOTANIC GARDEN.

Faidah & Me with Sony DSLR for photo shots.
Nice scenery. Cool place. Chicken Rice and Tidbits.
Not forgotten Malindi Pinko Crocs. Heh.
Ruf! I LOVE YOUUUU!

I will always heed your advice. Thanks Nana, Julai, Faidah, Yusra, Rizal and Lovey Khalil.

2009-04-17T03:03:00.000-07:00

HELLFIRES!

Enjoy again. For our 21st birthday celebration, with my lovely cousins.
ST James, hell night!
With all my cousins love.
Happening babe!

2009-04-16T09:55:00.000-07:00

APRIL, what a month!

Im delighted that my bestfriend has safely give birth to a cute lil baby boy named ERWIN. (reminds me of steve irwin. crocs!) Congrats to Meiyun & hubby. May your baby ERWIN stay healthy always. And cutier like me. Ehem. (below, is baby Erwin.)

Anyways, i think that lifes been meaningless ah now. No school. No work. No money. Adult Fare. OMG! How sickening it is. With those economic crisis. Problematic seh.

And, dissapointed and truly upset of someone who doesnt even understands how i feel. TSK.

Such a spoilt-brat.

Yaya, i know. When free, i'll upload pichurs.

Sayonara.

Oh ya, i miss my baby alot. Im gonna miss those days, you text me those romantic words...I hate NS, take my baby awayyyyyyy. Anyways, we actually planned to have our baby name (in 8 years time.) KHAlifah. Combination of KHAlil and KHAirunisha. HAHAHAAAAA.

2009-04-01T03:07:00.000-07:00

KHAIRUNISHA 21st BIRTHDAY.

I realise that my fiancee photos was all over at someone blog. Yes, indeed im really very-really-very jealous-angry-jealous-angry. With the courtesy of humans with the super hot source, THANKS. To my babylove, you owe me an explanation ehh! Anyways, you're still the apple of my eyes. I love you, may God bless our relationship. Thanks to humans that came to my 21st birthday party. It was well honored. To sponsorship (food&beverage&etc etc), THANKS. It was a blast man! I would like to shared some shots here and happy viewing.

2009-03-29T02:54:00.000-07:00

Random Pics.

2009-03-28T02:33:00.000-07:00

NORYUSRA BTE SULAIMAN, 21ST BIRTHDAY
2009.

2009-03-27T00:16:00.000-07:00

Hey folks.

Sorry for the late updates. Pardon me man, due to spoilage of adapter and of cos MarchMadness, the busier months ever. After a month living like a bed bug after hellfires of attachment, i shall say that im enjoying my life now. Having those moments on bed. TSK! Im not dirtied-ranting eh. HEH. I admit March was the busier month ever due to the preparation cum celebration of my 21st birthday. Having those menus prepared, chef recommended (cheh!) and of cos layout prepared. The age, brings quite huge impact on me. Theres '2' in my age now, which means 'TY' and no 'TEEN' . OMG! OMG! OMG! God! Im farking happy cos my closest cousins and relatives came and shared the most happening moments with me. It was so superb which i had S Jr. and HB plus Nana stayed through the whole night. The guys stayed for soccer session. Having Azzurris and Lakaus back to together except for that...shall not mention. Heh. Nazreen, Azmy and Haliem first time ever came to my house. And of cos my baby love, Khalil came and meet my parents. Thank god, may our relationship lasts long!! And of cos cousins, uncles and aunties came and share the happiness together. Cool! Not forgetting those polaroid snapshots.

And of cos the APPLE OF MY EYES, didnt attend my birthday party but he managed to meet me on my birthday itself. GUESS! (You know, who you are ye.)

Just to holla back, im wishing those humans:
YUSRA - Happy 21st Birthday.
SHALIH - Happy 21st birthday.
FARHANAH - Happy 22nd birthday.
AYEEP - Happy 5th birthday.
Hafizah - Happy 21st birthday.
Dah besar anak mak ye.

Just a ShoutOut to HAIRI- "You're so mean for not wishing me or attend my party at all. Regret being with you for the POP session. Hell!" HAHAHAAA.

And to outsiders, thanks for wishing me. Gracias.

Those birthday snapshots will update soon.
And not forgetting those Attachment periods shots too.

Faidah and i decided to have a short gateway to.......ahhh...not Pulau Senang, not Pulau Brani, not Johore, not Tioman, not Sungai Api-Api....HEH, but just Botanic Garden. HAAAA. We giler-giler morning wake up and had our bringing along ready. Off meet her at Bugis, bought CR at TongSeng. Then to Botanic Garden which is my first ever ever ever visits there. Crius shit. Had out good spot, nice layout, start camwhoring, Sony shots and lotsa fun. Walking craze around the garden like our grandfather garden. Heh.
Will upload those snapshots too.

So i got tons of tons of pictures to share with you guys.
See ya in a bit man, ciao.

2009-02-27T08:42:00.000-08:00

In loving memories of Sofia Shah.
1988 - 2009.
May you rest in peace.
Semoga Allah mencucuri rahmat ke atas Roh-mu.

2009-02-20T08:05:00.000-08:00

When you are deeply in love, heartbreak can be traumatic.
If you are going through a period of heartbreak, you must accept the fact that life goes on and so must you. Face those feelings of rejection and anger by acknowledging them, dealing with them, and then achieving closure. The most important thing is to get in touch with reality.

LONG LIVE, NISHA.

truly thanks to hanisah begum. CHET.

2009-02-16T08:01:00.000-08:00

Sometimes, i think i'm not being appreciated at all. Thanks for the love.

2009-02-11T06:25:00.001-08:00

Hey kawan.

Been busy with Attachment. What a busy months. Will be countdown those months, weeks, days and hours. Not only me, im sure the rest too.

HAA. Kan HALIEM???? HAAA.

Anyways, i was attached at Funan IT Mall with Mike, Jac, Mei Xian and Yia Jun. Company name is Digital Asia.On the vey first day of work, we're supposed to reach there at 11am sharp. Met Jac at the bustop around 10am then board 51, which took like 45mins to Peninsula, the drop-off point.Meet the other three at Macdonalds which we had our breakfast together. Sausage McMuffin - $2! SEDAPP oi!

We was assigned to report at the Main Outlet which is at Level 3.
Everyone was looking at us.Like, "who the hell are these guys." (that kind of impressions. Hee.)
Was introduce by Jason the man-in-charge. Good looking guy. (ask JAC!! HAA)
Was taught by Jason those simple and basics things in sales line.Like customer service, interact with customers, physical appearance and the most important thing it the machine's specs. Which stressed me out. TSK. Hard time to review and memorise those points.

Jason separates the five of us accordingly to our weakness points.

Mike - Shy person.
Was assigned to Level 3, Bridge Section, cos theres alot of customers. Help him to built up his confidence.

Yia Jun - China girl, couldnt speak English that well. She do understand English.
Was assigned the Main Outlet Office. Doing Office work.

Mei Xian - Shy and outgoing.
Was assigned to Level 3, Bridge Section with Mike.

Jac - Easy going, been in sales line for 6 years.
Was assigned to the main Fujitsu outlet.

Me - Outgoing.
Was assigned to Level 3, Unit 37.

Tell you guys what happen. I dragged my feet to Unit 37 slowly cos i was scared that i might kena bully and fully separated with the rest. Faraway! Jason introduced me with the shop-in-charge which is Kelven. And the other one was a part-timer girl, Jun. So, basically im under Kelven. Kelven got this fierce look which i had severe reluctance to speak with him. I was scared! HAA. But my judgement was wrong. Indeed he was the funniest guy that i've ever met. Seirously. He doesnt stressed me out. He taught me slowly and joke all the time. When with him, i was relaxed. He always make a target for me. "Nisha, by the end of the day, atleast one laptop you must sell." I brought home all the specs and memorise some of it. Main focus was on Fujitsu. Thank God, i've close deal of 2 Acer Notebook on the third day at work. I was damn happy at that moment. And for the rest of my mates, Jac and Mike, they also close deal of notebooks and netbooks.Then few days back, i was assigned to K5, Level 2, in charge of the Hansprees monitors and LCD Tv. Most challenging part is that i've to managed the shop alone. Customers do come in and look at the display and ask me questions which i seirously not much knowledge with it.

Cos they simply us me to sit there and do my own thing and look after the shop. Err. Yeah, easy job but damn boring.

I was sad cos during New Year Eve and New Year, i was working. So good of my bestfriends, Khalil and Rizal featuring Sufi, came down to my outlet and brought LJS for my dinner on New Year Eve. And waited for me after work. I was persuade by them to chill at Esplanade for the countdown thingy. I was so tired and exhausted but i dont wanna upset them and go with the flow.(Somehow, came down to my place with dinner leii! Must show some appreciation. By 1030 Khalil and Sufi went off cos of of their blood brother was hospitalised. Left me, Rizal and Natasha's gangs. (Natasha who?? HAHA, Rizal friend.) 11pm i depart from there and off to Kallang met my sista, cousins and her gangs.

Managed to catch up the fireworks. Waited for cab almost an hour. Like 2am! And god knows, how tiring am i. Tomorow work!!! I heard Diana say, "STUPID PEOPLE WORK ON NEW YEAR, 2009!!" We're not stupid people, but workaholic people. Basically addicted to work. (LIAR!! HAA.)

Friday, i was assigned to help out Mike and Aaron at K3 and Unit 17. Im happy, cos the end of the day, i close a deal with a Fujitsu L1010 customer. Was very happy. Taught by Aaron to do stock inventory. And Vacumn the shop! Duh!

And im just counting out those day, middle of February.
Eversince working there, so much fun. Not only having friends within the company, i also make friends with few people from different outlet.

Now, i left with 15 days. HALIEM!!! Tak sabar!!

More to Update.

2008-12-27T23:47:00.000-08:00

CHIN CHAI CHIN CHAI LAAA.

I'm just too lazy to do a proper update. So let it be.

Meeting point at CT Hall, MRT Station. Proceed to Singapore Flyers by walking towards the esplanade site. We ate popeye and explore things. Camwhoring, the main objective. I went to survey my workplace with Faidah. Biggest thanks to her. We walk around the whole place, check the foods available. Pity me man, no chicken rice. I tag Faidah to see the Civil Defence Heritage Museum. It was my second time went there and its very intresting. Proceed to Fort Canning Hill and explore those forest gumps and bomb shelter. Off to Singapore Museum and watch P Ramlee Layar on big screen. By then, we went to Clarke Quay and have out dinner at LJS, then back home. FAIDAH KENE KACAU DENGAN NEGRO!

HAHAHAAAA.

On Saturday, supposingly meet CT and Gerl at Vivo like 5pm. But then, due to JANJI MELAYU of them, i've to wait for them till 8pm horr, but the plan still goes on. Had our dinner with Ash at Fig & Olive. A treat from Gerl to us. We chatted, chill and camwhoring around at Vivo. 11pm, we proceed to ST James without Ash, so mainly the three of us. Went to PowerHouse which the queue was superb long. We waited for 20 mins to get inside. And OMG, what makes me Jaw Dropp, is that theres alot MACHO BOUNCER! Ok cool down man. Went inside, i was totally posang. Put our belongings in the locker and brought along our IC. (mane tahu kene Raid, like what CT told me. HAH.) Once we push ourselves inside the crowd, Come to me by Nicole and P Diddy was on air. Three of us was dancing like no one bisnes. Make new friends with people. Flirting and stuff, nyahh.

Persuade Azmy to tag along but but but......"AKU MANE TRON CLUB LAGI, NYAHH!"
Ok, aku akan percaye Mik. HAHA.

Supposingly to ate breakfast together, but due the tiredness of us, we hail the cab and headed back home like 5am.

I ask Azmy out and he ask Faidah out. Duh! HAHA. Meet them at Clementi and off to West Coast Park again. Had our lunch at Macdonald. Sastify Faidah's 'needs', mati-mati nak explore seluruh park. Camwhoring and gossips. Off to Clarke Quay to buy cupcakes at Paisley & Cream. Highly recommended! Good price with nice gift box. Not bad. Chill around and then off to Orchard which is super duper pack. Accompany someone buying rose! Ok, aku jealous skali! Off to Warung M.Nasir, dinner with Nils. Thanks Azmy alottttttt!!! Then back home.

I hate this part. But just wanna let my heart out. Im so sick of people 'Janji Melayu'. Yes! Am too 'Janji Melayu'. But not to the extend. Atleast im make sure my plans goes well despite my disciplinary of time management quite shucks at times. Guess, you know who you are. =)
And when you need me, you called me. When you dont need me, you simply left me out. Keep it up!

Ok, takpe.

I once wrote an entry about having cousins and family connections in online friendster, facebook, myspace etc etc. I've already make myself clear that i've deleted those moronics people who try to backstabbed me. And its my cousins, for sure. Yes, its fun to view and commented on my pics, but those nasty comments/remarks cant be tolerate when you simply bad mouthing me after which you saw my pictures. Holla back, which picture of mine do you envy most?? Which picture of mine that you told your mom that my nipple struck out?? Which picture of mine that you say that i wore something that is too indecent exposure?? Well bitch, think before you speak. Like i say, i've deleted you people, and yet you people cant get enough of me. Why? I dont think i got came across your family and you, cos im not family-type whom always go visitings and shits from your side. So kindly tell me which picture? As far as im concerned, i've deleted you off from Friendster. So from where you get the source out? Just for your information, my parents trust their childrens, so dont bother to brain wash them. And to let you knew, my sista and i got a very high fashion sense taste, so dont try to act smart and say we're vain. If we got it, then we flaunt it. Just look at yourself in the mirror. You will never simply compete with the others. Oooh ya one more thing, the most important thing that i wanna ask. As far as i live, are you the girl who wear tudung right?? How come in friendster, mostly pics of yours show off your hair without tudung? Hmm, good! YOU GOT IT, THEN YOU FLAUNT IT. So people. just a sweet lil reminder. Stay out of my affairs. Its my daily styles and my fucking way of living, so dont waste your time.

Kau tunjok mak kau. Mak kau blang orang. What a family bonding huh! Then mak kau bilang kompuak korang ahh. Jadi kalau jumpe, nak start ah topik. Jadi kau nak orang pandang rendah kat aku ah. Jadi bile-bile ade jemputan ke ape ke, kau nak malu kan aku la. If you wanna do this, do this to your grandfather clock ok, but not me.

When im sitting alone, i used to think, why you (that one and only one) hate me. Ade jer tau kau nk buruk-buruk kan aku. Padahale, kite setakat senyum. Tak kuase, nak sakit kan hati kau. Bukan tak kuase, takde time pon sakit kan hati kau. Daripada sakitkan hati kau, puas hati aku sakit kan hati mak aku kan. Takde pon satu topic kite bobual or bermesra alam. I think you're just a diplomatic girl with useless pig brains. Kalau kau jeles sebab aku ni lebih lawa dari kau, then aku tak nak tahu nak cakap ape la. Cos its just the fact. Im much more prettier in inner than outer beauty. I dont waste my saliva and bad mouthing people. Just to awaken you up, God is everywhere near you. He watches us. He knows you the best, i guess. Aku pon tak paham la eh cara kehidupan kau. Kau gi dengar lagu Serampang Laut sua eh nyahh!
So, live up your life. Cheers.

Anyways, you look awful without your tudung on. Better next time, you've it on. Get it noted!

Those who couldnt get me thru mobile, you know where to get me.

Counting the hours to my Attachment.
First time ever.
First day.
First to have an early goodnight.

Friends going Attachment, All the best! =)

2008-12-18T05:54:00.000-08:00

PATIENCE.

I nearly teared down, when my bestfriend cried over the phone. It was not the first time, but the second time she cried. I can felt the impact that shes feeling right now. She called me and cried without saying any words. I thought someone rape her or break off with BF. Criusly, that was on my mind. But it was something else. Yusra, the name. Innocent and decent girl. I cant understand, why oh why theres some sicko people ill-treating an innocent girl? Whats the wrong doing? Lucky ah you, shes the patience type. If not, she will hammered you people. To Yusra, PATIENCE IS ALL NEEDED ok.

To Azmy, lick lick lick like a lolipop. You know, i know.

2008-12-17T09:09:00.000-08:00

NANA, BALEK KAMPUNG!

To my lovely nana, please dont miss me when you're in KL. And forget me not. Kropok Lekor, Kropok Brinjal or Sarang semut?? I love you NANA. This is what we called, Bestfriends. HAHAAA.

Ingat, kite ade mission nk buat. Step makan kat Airport and bid goodbye to someone. HAHAHAAAAA.

To AZMY, love is like a losing game.
Aku nak mengelodak ngan Baby Boncit aku. Jangan marah!!!

To David and the rest of people going KL, do takecare of yourself.
Nana, no sea-sick, air-sick, road-sick or pussy-sick ok. Sayonara!

ON BOARD!

2008-12-16T09:28:00.000-08:00

Lick you like a LOLLIPOP.

Firstly, i would like to thank myself cos atlast i've updated my blog and managed all my post. Im proud of myself!!

To Azmy aka 'Langsuir mengilai'.

We've been gazing on someone lately. We both are madly in love. Issit love? Love at first sight, i guess. We promise each other, if anything happen, we still be bestfriends ever. (Ni part, aku step cakap untuk sedapkan hati kau Mik. HAHA.) Like 2 days in a row, we've been rotting like shits. Non-stop about 'Lollipop'. We called him lollipop, cos he....

[A] Heroin Chic [N] I'm not a superboi after all........ says:
sedap di jilat mcm lollipop

I told ya, Dildo will be the best ok. Not Pek-Tam. It sounds like Ketam. Ketam HITAM! HAHAHAAAA. Azmy, noted that ASH-tray will be my 21st bdae gift to you. With a photo coated on it. You know, i know la ehh.

"Our desires always disappoint us, for though we meet with something that gives us satisfaction, yet it never thoroughly answers our expectation."

So Azmy, that above qoute its for you. If 'lollipop' doesnt want you as a friend, nevermind. Just recommend 'lollipop' to me. WHY NOTTTT? HAAA.

Anyways, dont be so dissapointed and sad ok. Kite pon main-main ape. Remember our plan on Thurs or Friday ok. Get ready all the dialogues. Mane part nk step terjatuh ke, nk step ter-raba ke, nk step ter-sentuh ke. You know, i know! Better SS, dari SSS (Super Shiok Sendiri). Macam kawan kau dulu, Pek-Tam. HAHAHAAAAAAA.

2008-12-16T06:50:00.000-08:00

Zouk Out 2008 - 13th December.

My sista and i book the $48 tickets to the Zouk Out cos of the unlimited timing to main entrance. Meeting her friend, Ash (*azmy jumping*) at Vivo and grabbed dinner at Food Court. It was packed with people which we have to wait to be seated. TSK. Had all time favourite, Nasi Ayam. HAHAA. 9pm, enter the Sentosa and saw Azmy and gangs. Chatted awhile and we proceed to Imbiah LookOut as we wanna killing time. Met Que at Coastes and chatted awhile. Then off to Pahlawan Beach to meet Nazmi's and gangs. The drunkens! At that point, all was fucking tipsy except for Ash and me. We had a hard time waiting and look after them especially my moronics sista. TSK! So the meyelewengg! 12am, proceed to Siloso and tell you guys! The way to enter it was so fucking long queue and hot. With all those nonsense tipsy humans, and i felt like slapping each of them. TSKK. First stop was to HipHop/RnB. Then to Trance. Meet my sista poly mates and stick with them. Called Azmy and meet him at B4, the drinks corner. Was very excited meeting him. Meet Farhanah too. She was like in her own world. HAHAA. Dancing crazily. Atlast, i saw Azmy!! Went back to HipHop and grindin', groovin' and dancin' with Azmy. Great man!! Went off like 530am and we took cab back home. Yeah, i miss 7am Reggae musics! Overall, it was a superb night.

2008-12-16T06:15:00.000-08:00

Zoo with my cousins. - 12th December.

I told them that i wanna see the white tigers real life. And imagine how that 32-year old Nordin Bin Montong being attacked with the white tigers. So my second uncle decided to tag me along with those kids to Singapore Zoo. Anways its was free with his Gold Corporate Cards. Great!! Kids cant wait for the new playground splashes at the zoo. Especially Ayeep! HAHAAAA. Too much to elaborate, so i'll let the pichurs do the talking. From 10am to 6pm we spent most of it inside the Zoo. Spot for Omar! Hee. Btw, RandomMixs. Too much to upload. Only certai pics i share with you guys ok.

2008-12-16T05:06:00.001-08:00

Last Day at ITE Tampinies. - 11th December.

Humans busy with holidays, meanwhile me and the others mates busy preparing for Attachment. Soon, 29 December we gonna werk. Jac and i gonna be attached at Funan IT Mall. My biggest fear is being bullied by colleagues’. Hurhur. And of cos separating with my great buddy, Rizal!!! Atlast, im graduating soon and leaving Tampinies. With all the Ups and Downs together. Gonna miss ITE Tampinies although the Nasi Lemak quite sucks at times. Its sucks especially walking from bustop passing by Safra then school. Like duh! What a walk! From just friends, to bestfriends. Begum! You're the best la eh, despite those posang-ness of yours. During those days doing Video Projects was a hard time. The disciplinary, the time management, the very demanding-ness of someone, the crazy people and much more. Overall, it was fun working with people you love. Gonna miss those apple of my eyes in school. Can feel the impact now, man. HAHAA. Attiyah, a great friend whom never fails to have a packet of Hall inside her bags. Gonna miss Begum and Attiyah too. Good luck to all my friends! To Lissa, we gonna miss those day skipping huh. HAHA.

(LISSA, LAIN MACAM JER NGAN IDUNG! Ber-Asmara ehhh?? HAHAA.)

2008-12-16T04:48:00.000-08:00

Marina Barrage/Sheesha. - 6th December.
(Special Appearance, Khalil's childhood friends, Faizal's sisters and Yazid.)

Meet Faidah at HarbourFront like 3pm. Chill around and took MRT alighting at Marina Bay. While waiting for ShuttleBus, Khalil called upon reaching there. Cant wait for a day with my sayang, actually. Before meeting Khalil and friends, Faidah and me decided to take a tour around the Marina Barrage without them. With Fai's Lomographics camera, we snap alots of shots. Great camera, though. After that, Khalil, Fai and me proceed to BK at Bugis after for our dinner while waiting for Faizal and Rizal at Arab St for sheesha. Overall, it was much fun meeting new friends from Khalil and Faizal sides. Then Yazid decided to tag along with us. Well, there goes my free-transportation of the day. Off from Arab St like 1am and supposingly to meet Hairi at ECP. But hes so 'JANJI MELAYU'. So, just Yazid and me chill at ECP. Sharing stories and gossipings like forever. HAHA.

2008-12-16T04:31:00.000-08:00

ECP with Ayeep and NJ. - 29th November.

Decided to have a sunny walk and cool breeze at East Coast. Meet NJ's family and Cik Salsa at Marina Parade. Then proceed to ECP walking thru underground tunnel. While folks sat one corner gossiping, kiddos and i walk along the beach and collect seashells. And Ayeep was like collecting stones which is 'seashells' to him. And his pronounciation was like, 'SeeSells' HAHAAAA. "Awun, seesells ah tu." HAA. Then Army guards marching at ECP, and i was like JAW DROP! Sapau-liao lahhhh!! *wet*. HAHAAA.

2008-12-16T02:10:00.000-08:00

Video Shooting 2. - YearEnd Project, ANTI SMOKING.

After some basics learning and things that we noted from previous video shooting, we prove out that we can improve better and make amendments. All kind of shots and angles are noted. A chosen topic and we decided for, Anti-Smoking. Venue was at PasirRis Park then back to my house. If i got time, i'll upload the videos. And it was our final video shooting together. Besides Video, like always, we camwhoring alottt! Happy Viewing ye. Henceforth, the separate way of work life, im gonna miss those days with them. TSK.

2008-12-16T01:37:00.000-08:00

WestCoast Park with Faidah/Minds Cafe with them.

Supposingly meet her like 10am. But i was super late, cos i was lost at West Area, Clementi. Not my area, definately. Took a bus, alight and walk to WestCoast Park. Had our lunch at Macdonalds. It was super pack with people, the day which falls on Saturday and kids school holidays. Haiyaa. We took a tour around and snap some shots. By then it was raining, and hard time finding shelter. The view of the sea and ferries was super awesome. Playground was the main attractions. Faidah and me go 'songsang' and play with it. Back those kids era huh. Had a called from Jufri asking whether we wanna tag them along to Minds Cafe. Actually going for Sheesha but due to someone, we cancel it off. All thanks to Faidahhhh!!! HAHAA. So, meeting point at National Library and headed to Minds Cafe. Our first ever to Minds Cafe. Jufri, Rizal and Khalil was the man of the day. With those stupids games we played. Jenga la, Truth or Dare la, UNO la, Ducks la, Guns and Cash la and loads more. It was awesome. Out like 9pm after 3hours playing those games. Walking to esplanade for better breathing. Like always, pack with people especially 'budak-budak dah habes N or O levels.' Sorry! HAHA. Sit down and chatted with them. Wanna have a last night super cos Faidah and me was super farmished but due to our last ride timing, we cancel it off. Thanks to Khalil for sending me off safely back home. Well, tunang should treat tunang like this. Ni baru dinamekan tunang sejati. Love you!!!

2008-12-15T02:32:00.000-08:00

Video Shooting 1. - Assignment One, MAD ROBBER.

Actually, this was like my second time doing Video Project. Back in those day in Macp, im just acting it out and not knowing much about those functions in VideoCamera. Thank God, Fazmi knows well. Mainly, Video Project consists of Fazmi, Rizal, Julai, Hanisah and Me. We work it out together and always together. Venue was at Sembawang. Ahh yah Sembawang, errr. HAHA. And dinner at Julai's sis place which is our main port there. We took a whole day to finished it off and its a wrap. Back to editting, the next day which its so super fucking stress. And that face of "idung" was so irratating which we have no mood for attending his classes. HAHAHAAA. Ok man, heres the pics of Video 1, Mad Robber.

2008-12-11T06:51:00.000-08:00

Sorry for the abandonment of my blog.
Will update soon.

2008-11-14T02:31:00.000-08:00

Late Uploads. Momster's side, Raya.

2008-11-11T08:44:00.000-08:00

Cenderawasih kappe. HAA.

Today kinda pissed of with my sayang. Totally pissed off. He can be a bitch sometimes. Flirting with Faidah or whoever minah tudung is super irratating ok. Infront of me somemore!!! Jealous laaa! HAA.

If hes reading this, i would like to tell him that I HATE HIM! (but i love him.) Remember what the Ustazah told us about having one relationship. Suffered first, enjoy later. I hope our relationship lasts long ok sayang. Eventhough we've many scandalisma outside, we promised ourselves that we should die-die end up at aisle ok, baby.

Got to know that Unknown humans also kpo-kpo eh wanna know whether that Khalil and i are an item. Getting engaged? Fiancee? Why, why why? Got problem ahh? Tell the whole world for what?? Pussified pussy! TSK. Then, whats the gold ring on my finger symbolise? Suke-suke kappe nak beli kat GoldenChance abeh pakai sendiri. Of cos my fiancee bought it laa. Seow. HAHAAAA. You wanna view Engagement pics, please proceed to LorongAhSoo, my cribs, and i show you my 101 photo albums.

Like i always say, 'Orang tunang, aku pon nk tunang. Orang nk kawen, aku pon nk kawen.' HAHAA.

To my kawan-darah-pekat, Nonenah, Shahidah and Faidah please do your duty ok. I know you know la eh. HAHAA.

Anyways, i found out that my cactus grew 5 more babies. HAPPY SIAKKK. All thanks to my father who watered it every morning.

To Ashrin, Ivan and my skipping partner, Talissa - HAPPY BRITHDAY, NOVEMBER BABIES. May God bless you guys.

And to my one-and-only-love - MR BROWN EYES, i love you and your stupid broken toe nails. HAHA.

2008-11-03T05:43:00.000-08:00

KhalilNisha. PHEWWITT!

1. 3 names thats in your mind
Khalil, Khalil, Khalil.

2. Two things you are wearing right now
None. HAHA.

3. Three things you can't live w/o?
Khalil, Family & Friends.

4. What's your fav. cake?
Chocolate Cake.

5. Are you currenly in a r/s?
Yeahh.

6. Have you ever been given a rose?
No. I prefer Cactus.

7. What is your all-time favourite romance movie?
I watch live movie on net. Pretty awesome, like DD and Jolene. Cheers.

8. Have you ever been in love?
Yeah, every minute, every second, every milisecond.

9. Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate?
Yeah.

10. What's/Who is your current problem?
Aint no problem.

11. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Hmmm.

12. Your thoughts of online or long distance r/s?
Online.

13. Have you ever seen a friend more than a friend?
Yeah, currently now. HAHA.

14. Do you believe on the statement 'once a chapter always a chapter'?
Yeahh.

15. How many kids do you want to have?
8, 4 girls plus 4 boys.

16. What is/are your favourite color(s)?
Red, Green and Yellow.

17. Believe you only love once?
No.

18. Do you like anyone right now?
Yeahh, besides Khalil. =)

You've been missed!!

2008-11-01T09:19:00.000-07:00

Sicko.

umore:men-ye-le-weng.

Went to my Bedok after visiting my great-grandfather who was hospitalised. Like Nana's family too, if one of our family members admitted, the patient's ward or hospital 'macam bapak kite ade share gitu.' Aunties and Uncles bring food like picnic session and not forgetting gossip corners at one corner. HAHA. My great grandfather grew weak day after day. Since he was admitted, we everyday visited him without fail. Pity to see him in that kind of state. We'll always pray for him.

Anyways, my Uncle bought Syamil and Ustaz Akhil Hayy's CD. I think its the best doa verse ever. Reminds me of Raihan with his Sifat 20. Amazingly, that Syamil, still a teenage boy love this kind of genre. So budak-budak, please ikut contoh die. Jangan nak DJ Tiesto la, Benny Benassi la, T-Pain la. HAHA.

Anyways, NJ's birthday is around the corner. Soon! And i thought of treating her to watch Sing of the Dawn cos she super loves animated movies. Alaaaa, kiddos mahh. Maybe just the two of us. Cos i hate bringing her momster and her lil brother. Konfem kecohness. HAHA. Or maybe something else besides movie treat. For 7 years old girl, goddammit what eh?? Books? Lipstick? Dress? Assesment book? HAHAHAAAA. If i could recalled back, when i was 7 years old kiddo, humans bought me barbie dolls plus kelly and the ken. I still kept it in my store. Despite my tomboy looks, im still have the soft side like other girls ok. Can you just imagine with that stupid mangkuk hair, and im holding barbie doll? Funny right. I know. HAHAA.

I managed to find some shots which 70% looks like my hair when i was in tomboy-girl mode. Seirous. HAHAA.

After so many years living like a mushroom girl, i think i wanna be Biggi Bardot. HAHAHAAAAA.

Build my world of dreams around you,
I'm so glad that I found you.

2008-10-24T20:41:00.000-07:00

To JB, friday.

Last Friday, we decided to have an outing at JB. To cher-fun and having fun. With my sayang around, of cos im having fun. Nah, its super duper fun. Promise each other that we wore Black on that day. See, we are the most lovely couples on Mars. HAA. Supposingly meet the rest at Woodlands at 2pm but due to StarKarat-ness of Nana and me, we reached 3pm. Oh well, HAHA! Waiting patiently, standing still, squatting smoking with Faizal, Rizal, Izam, Jufri, Yan, Khalil and of cos the passive smoker ever, Faidah. Upon our reaching, we proceed took 950 from Interchange then to the immigration corner. Suprisingly, we, the three girls like very jakun with scanning of passport and thumbprints. Singapore, im proud of you!! Mas Selamat must avoid these. You cant ran away! Rizal encountered some problem with the passport and his dirty thumbprints. HAHA. Funny ever. Then, took another bus to Johore immigration where we have to cop-cop the passport. Oldskool ever but great. Soon reaching JB, those crazy guys bought tons of ciggas and smoke like hell. Faidah, Nana and me was like forever 24hrs camwhoring. Sekali kale kluar kota, its a must to SS. HAHAA. Then we went to CitySquare not CityHall, HAHA. Having our lunch at KennyRogers. Eating those superb meal. After having those stomach bloated like ballon, we went shopping. Some crazy finding skirts, finding cooking corn oil, finding caps, finding shirts, sarang semut and much more. My sayang bought 4 packets of 'perencah nasi goreng' cos he knew that i cant cook. Kan sayanggg? HAHA. But i'll promise you, a month before we married, i'll sign up classes with Asmah Laili ok. HAHA. Didnt bought much stuffs cos the price quite the same with Singapore. Bought a bag and few magazines back home. Anyways, it was forever fun whole day with them.

Hopefully, the next outing turns well. Pray hard that i can make it. Gee. Heres some pichurs of us at JB. Happy viewing ok. Upload in a RandomMixs mode ok.

To Lissa, HAHA. SIAL laaaaaa, skipping rope moment tak bole angkat siakk. Kaki katak pe? Beh kepale kebelakang pe? Mau semangat olympic pe!! We laugh out loud siakkkkk. That point, Farhanah miss the most funny ever scene. Oi Tuesday, jumpe kite ketawe ok. Sampai nak slow jog kat carpark pon ketawe. Sakit perut siol. HAHAAAAAA. Tuala Lacoste kau jadi saksi. Ketawe sampai muke merah padam. HAHAAHAAAAA.

My sayang and i wanna wish all Hindu's people, HAPPY DEEPAVALI.

2008-10-22T09:47:00.000-07:00

Fuyooo!!

OMG! Thanks Lissa for bring those ol' memories of Norman and me. Aku akan kenang jasa kau hingga ke tiang lahad. MWAHAHAAAA.
Anyways, im not much dwelling about the past. And yet, i would to share something funny, happening and ShiokSendiri kentalan shots with you guys. During the past, once. Once in a lifetime ok, i decided to post it. Solets laugh together. Lissa, get ready ok! Beware ok, those shots may bring back ol' memories to certain people and makes some human heart attack. Check the semak samun aka bushes aka bulu pek(squared) for the bulu kening. Im sure you wanna meet PhuaChuKang wife, not Rosy ok. And of cos ICU patient. Well, let the show get started. And of cos, im not embarrased of my freak out kentalan face ok. I love myself, forever. Cheh.

This is all RandomMixs. HISTORY.
(takde kaitan same ade yg hidop atau yang mati ok. Peace.)

Ni time, muka maseh half busok.

I look like a ICU Patient and Lissa look like PCK wife.
Mane yellow boots kau?
Eh kening ke forest gump eh tu?
MWAHAHAAAA.

Zama dulu baju brand INDEPENDENT.

Eh eh, rambot ke mangkok siak.
HAHA.

AKU CUTE!! tsk.

Time skirt bawah knee, step tutop aurat, abeh posing tepi tiang.
SS siak. HAA.

Rambot kembangan. HAA.

Jersey bola dok. Zaman Tomboi.

Memories sehh. Julai, NGAGE pe!
Eh eh, HAHA.
Ini part, FANATIK giler.
Nyonya Wok's Laksa. Rambot tak menjadi.
Lissa! Ade potensi jadi salah satu anggota kumpulan Nasyid! Amin.
HAHAHAHAHAHAAA.
PCD ke SpiceGirl ke? Zaman-zaman kasot KAPPA.
HAHAHAA. Alamaaaak, CHOKER pe. Kental la. Blue girl eh.
Eh eh, Dilla.
2005, da besar sikit. HAHA.
Cucu-cucu bambang yudhoyono.
Hidden freckles. HAHA.
Ade ciri-ciri jadi Anak Metro version 4?
Orbs? PLASTER?

Lawa i! HAHA.

Photographer.
Shidah, love love.
Lissa, ape kate kau comment yang ini. HAHA.
INI ZAMAN DULU-KALA.

Fendi told me, "Go do your best, sacrifice if u have to, it's for e best. Burn this final year and finish the race." Nasib Fendi, kalau Fandi Ahmad, HMMMMMMMMMMMMM. HAA. And its like having a horse race. GEE. Anyways, thanks man. A great friend indeed. So implies to every human
taking FinalYear this semester ok. Eh eh, sedih seh dengar.

Anyways, what is CUM?
NO - "CUM into my heart."
YES - "I help you to CUM."

Figure it out. HAHA. Got to do with Physical language. Dont ever-ever use short form like CUM = COME. Guys may think something else. And girls may think, "Just do it." HAHAAA. Take note ok kawan.

Eh eh, ade orang gi Jalan Raya pakai baju biru. Abeh shades die kental sial. Bukan kental sial, tapi kental sial, siak. Muka PECH. HAA. I tak bole angkat la. Sape makan cili sos Kimball, rase pedasnye ok. Tak baik aku kutuk orang, tapi takpe la, bulan Syawal pon nk end, so why nott. HAA. Ish ish, tobatlah Yun.

I regard my help-out is a sincerity one. You're my friend, and i dont have the heart to leave in you in a miserable state. I help you, and you betrayed me.You humiliate me. Is this how you called a Friendship? Nevertheless, im not dissapointed in you. But im regret having a friend like you. And i shall say im stupid for having this dead-Friendship. So girl,please, play your part as a Human Being ok. Peace.

JOHORE BAHRU here we come!!!!!!!!!!

2008-10-20T09:13:00.000-07:00

24 hrs, KHALIL!

Whats more to say? Online blog is like that. So dont trust people's blog easily. Easy say, dont trust people. Wahh! Gossips travel quite fast. Must admit, my hot stories with Khalil is much more hotter than Gila-Gila magazines or maybe URTV. Gee. Damn, easy be easy man. But nevermind, we shall leave it to God, right, sayangku Khalil? HAHAAAA.

I would like to share some things with you guys. My cactus, grew 2,3,4 baby cactus beside it. It was sooooo cute. I told my momster, if i die, please pass those cactus to Khalil. Hope he handle with care. Khalil, can?? Or maybe pass to Zaheed? WOOOOHOOOO!

YUCKS, why Khalil ehh?? HAHAAA. Ok enuff about that blahdy brown eyes.

Anyways, this is all S Jibeng grandson. So LIVE WELL!

Khalil, i love you like i love my cactus!
But i hate you, like i hate Oreos. =)

2008-10-16T09:21:00.000-07:00

Fever RAYA.

2008-10-12T09:01:00.000-07:00

Looks like a composition. Two finger spacing please.

umore:wet.

I've been iniviting few blahdy close friends and superb mates on 11th October to my house. And majority been asking me, "Nak tunang??". Even my aunties and uncles. And cousins. They targetted me, instead of my sis. Cos they thought im the most mentel-ness among all. SO WHAT! Wherever they say about Engagement, my mind was shot at Huzliana. Cos she getting engaged soon. Best ehh! HAA. So the questions was yet to be answer, and yes, im getting engaged on 11th October. Just a lil small ceremony and i hope to share the joy and happiness with my blood friends. CHEWAHHH! Orang tunang, aku pon sibok nak tunang!!!! TSK. To my dearest friends, thanks for coming. And Julai you missed seeing AbgPanau. HAHAHA.

No worries, i'll show my fiancee pichurs.
(the 'member darah pekat', please dont JAW DROPPP!)

When he looks in me, his brown eyes tells its all. Da mcm BeyonceKnowles. Ni version Nisha Knowles. Oh well!!!!

PSSSST: Dont laugh at him. Tak baek. My love okkk! HAAA.

So how? Got any sepasang kurung biru??Collection and green packets, this year was fuckingly HAVOC. Unlike last year, my brother will get more than both of us. But now, thank God, aku lebihhhh! Cos wherever they ask me, i'll always say, "Im sitting for PSLE this year." And some stupidos humans would give the green packets and not forgetting, "Good Luck, and read the questions carefully." Oh well, breast are like Pamela Anderson and you still believe im Pri.6. GOD! Anyways, its funn. This trick should not be tricked by humans that you knew. Example my cousins whom be asking whats level am i now. PSLE? Are you sure? When i started to nod my head, he would ask my half-deaf father. TSKKK! Nevertheless, my father nodded his head. PSLE. YAYA! HAHAHAAA. My father, cute cute cute. Malas nk layan and go with the flow. Actually, the moral of the story is, ALWAYS LAUGH out LOUD, IT'LL MAKE YOU STAY YOUNGER. Chet. My 17 year old brother, that Africa giraffe was sad when people been asking him, "Werking? NS? LAAAAAAA. We, sisters keep on laughing like hell. No matter what, he cant beat me la, the collection over the limit ahh. I am the PSLE girl. HAHAAAAA.

Humans been asking me, "Wheres tagboard? How to comments and blah blah blah." I deeply would like to have a tagboard, seirously. But due to trillions of enemies who will hit me back (TAKOT AHHH!! TAKOTTTTT SEHHH! HAA.), so i didnt have one. And yes, i received messages from humans thru MSN asking where they can get the things that i wore or blah blah. No worries, right side, my gmail and do email me and i'll get back to you real soon. It'll be great if we share information together.

Great for the new semester in school. Gosh, the final year ever. The Attachment, damn scary siakkk. Takot-takot kene bully. HAA. Anyways, fun to see humans back in school. Especially 'ZainRuffedge', 'HoneyChicken', 'SallyWally', 'Dented-Congkak', 'HelmyBWSS','Juleng', 'ArabScofield',
'ChrisBrown', 'Clone' and of cos dont ever ever forget all time favourite Mr Yap!!!! Almost a month couldnt see them.

Anyways, (show off) i own a plant. Cactus. I think cactus is a easy going plant world ever cos it keep alive although you didnt water it. So to a lazy bum like me, you can own a plant like Cactus. The other day, my momster bought a red cactus for me. Rare eh to see red one. I knew my neighbour
next door, two-year old kid, jealous, cos i own a cactus. MWAHAHAHAAAAAA.

(Orang sibok jage plant, kau sibok buat ape? Itu jer la keje kau. Balek switch on PC and Fan. Jadi Stalker 24 jam. Suke loiter tepi dapor. Da mcm Kuneng. HAHAHAHAAA. Implies to someone that i knew blahdy well,HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAA.)

Raya shots with Families and 11th October shots will Upload real soon.

dont mess with the best.

2008-09-29T06:06:00.000-07:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO EVERYONE.
and not forgetting to my rivals too.

Some will celebrating and some are not. Been reading the news, and sadly, some have to endure their lost during this year fasting month. It's their fate, and I wonder how would the families felt after the lost.

If any mistakes and sins that I have done towards everyone, forgive me.

YEAH YEAH, RAYAAAAAAAA!

2008-09-26T00:54:00.000-07:00

SingaporeFlyer.

The day i missed the chance of going to Singapore Flyer with my family. TSK. Nevermind, i shall upload some shots though im jealous. HAA. The one holding that stupid balloon and so tall like Raffles is my Brother. The one whos hair looks like Cleopatra sesat is my Sister. The kiddos are all my nalo cousins. And not forgetting my Grandma Pic.No 5 seating with my Momster. And the rest of the ladies, are my Aunties. That 'bulat' guy Pic.No 4 is my SecondUncle. HAHAAA. I wish i was there. Ok dok, bye. HAA.

gotta be stronger now then i was before.

2008-09-25T00:40:00.000-07:00

MAK, ORANG PON NK TUNANGGGG!

umore:itchy.

Im happy for few of my friends who are getting engaged soon. Like Huzliana and Zaila. Suddenly im the one who getting excited. HAHAAA. Yeah, happy for them. As for Fidah and Suzy who are already engaged, i guess they are much more happier now. Like shiok like that, getting engaged. To Huzliana, konfem seram sejuk eh. Happy for you laa. Nak jadi tunang orang sehhh!!! BESTTTTT!

I told Khalil earlier, that few friends of mine getting engaged. Told him, im jealous. He say, he will proposed to me once he got proper job. I will hold on to that. HAHAHAHAHAHA. Hes cute. He play with the game. Ni la ciri-ciri lelaki idaman aku, senang kene conned. MWAHAA.

Anyways, i received few shockings news. Firstly from Yusra. saying her sister was hospitalised. Secondly, my 3rd Uncle was admitted too, due to accident. Theres something happen to his leg. Haiya, going to celebrate Raya soon laa. So people, please take care of yourself ok. No jay-walking and no speeding. Dengar cakap akak, ok.

so what?

2008-09-21T20:01:00.000-07:00

She's not me.

umore:flavour of the month.

We search for BilBil's long sleeve like hell. I dont know that my brother is damn fussy. TSK. Thanks to Faidah who 'menepati his citarase'. We couldnt get his LS at TopMan which he've been eyeing it for a few weeks. Lost of ideas and thanks to the saver, Faidah. We went to Pull and Bear to match those outfits. And now BilBil smiling all the way. And may he rest in peace. HAHAHAAA.

Gracias RufRufRuf Faidah. HAHA. =)

a girl like me.

2008-09-15T01:55:00.000-07:00

JULAIIIII!!!!

The one whom i knew for 8 years.
The one who always makes me laugh, my laughing buds.
The one who makes me and the whole world gone crazy.
The one who helps me in Maths yet we failed!
The one who had crush with Mr Lim, our Science teacher.
The one who rebonds her hair upteem times.
The one who listens and respond to my craps.
The one who witness that i vomit out pink syrup near mobil.
The one who ran away after she saw Yussy's "merlion" scene.
The one who without fail(24hrs) switch on her PC.
The one who teach me to watch TanyeJolene and DD.com. (the tend!!)
The one helps me in my financial, family, appearance, etc etc.
The one who makes fun of Nizan and KurryPok. (HAA!)
The one who curse that Freddy Kruger.
The one who force me to go IqraOnline.
The one who frightens me up by watching those "things" standing near my basin.
The one who scared of Blacks.
The one who eveyone knows that shes blahdy hot-tempered.
The one who shares the same happiness and same day with the great Mr Lee Kwan Yew.
The one who felt in love with TRD.
The one who witness that black birds ran away after my fantastic Ziana voice.

Shes the one, who i never regrets befriend with.

Thanks babe, for everthing. So, wanna wish a great HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY TO YOU. May Allah blessed you.

2008-09-12T06:37:00.000-07:00

What Khairunisha Means

You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.

You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip.

People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.

Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.

Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.

You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.

You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.

And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.

You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.

You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.

You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

TALISSA AND ME ARE VERY EXCITED DOING THIS!!! KAN LISSA???
HAHAHAHA.

2008-09-09T00:46:00.000-07:00

Just for fun.

umore:itchy

When's the last time you ran?
OMG, last year NAFA.

Do your jeans have rips, tears, and holes in them?
Yeah. Gee.

Do you celebrate 420?
as in Cannabis day? No man.

Do you get the full 8 hours of sleep a night?
No man.

If anyone came to your house on your "lazy days" what would ya'll do?
I wont open the door at all.

Have you ever been on your school's track team?
Yeah, without fail. Every year. Gold lagi! TSK.

Do you own a pair of Converse?
No man.

Did you copy and paste this survey?
I control A, control C and the Control V. Issit the same? MWAHAAA.

Do you eat raw cookie dough?
No man.

Have you ever kicked a vending machine?
HAAA. Once at Blk 929 after religious class.

Hate it when the radio ruins good songs by playing them over and over?
Yeah man.

How do you eat oreos?
Fuck, NO!

Have you ever stayed online for a very long time waiting for someone?
Yeah, usually someone that is WORTH to chat with.

Could you live without a computer?
Yeah. (Julai, question ni sindir kau tu. HAA.)

Do you wear your shoes in the house?
No man.

At what age did you find out that Santa wasn't real?
Hey, Santa wasnt real?? So, they play with my feelings seh. TSK.

How many phones, house phones and cell phones are in your house?
2 house phones and 5 cell phones.

What do you do when you're sad?
Laughing out loud. The best ever.

Who would you call first if you won the lottery?
I'll off my phone.

Last time you saw your best friend?
Awwcch, few weeks back.

Who or what sleeps with you?
My sister, my bed and not 'ASYURA'(faidah tahu!!).

What jewelry you like to wear?
Necklace and rings.

Would you wear a boy/girlfriends clothes?
Guess so.

Where do you work?
Home.

What are you doing tomorrow?
Revison. TSK. TSK.

Is Justin Timberlake becoming the next Michael Jackson?
No man.

Favorite name for a girl?
Khairunisha. WOAH.

Favorite name for a boy?
Khalil? NAH! Taufik maybe.

When was the last time you left your house?
Morning.

Do you return your cart?
What cart? Bullock cart???

What noise do you hear?
Am deaf man.

Would you survive in prison?
Yeah, as long they serve free food.

If all of your friends were going on a road trip, who would most likey overpack?
Nana, all sort of khazanah she would bring for sure. HAA.

Do you know anyone with the same name as you?
Yeah.

What's the last thing you purchased?
(That blahdy) Tamagotchi seh.

What brand of pants do you wear?
Lots to mention.

Ever been to Georgia?
USA? No, but Upper Serranggon Avenue YES.

What irritates you most on the internet?
Connection.

What brand is your digital camera?
I dont have one.

Do you watch movies with your parents?
No man.

What song best describes your life right now?
Nasib Janda by Zaleha Hamid. HAA.

Do you own expensive perfume/cologne?
Hugo Boss.

Are you taking college classes right now?
Yeah.

Do you like sushi?
Yeah man. Hmmm.

Do you get your hair cut every month?
No man.

Do you go online everyday?
Yeah, without fail.

ALAAA EMAKK, KAWEN KAN AKU!

2008-09-05T01:06:00.000-07:00

Yesterday.

1. What's so good about the person you like?
Funny.

2. So where's your dad?
Working.

3. Do you drive yet?
No.

4. How do you feel about racism?
Bullshit.

5. Who's the sexiest person alive?
Pamela Anderson or maybe, Carmen Electra?

6. Who was the last person you talked to on MSN or AIM?
Khalil, Rizal and Meiling.

7. Name a song that reminds you of old memories?
Butakah Cinta. AWWWWCHHHH.

8. Do you like the color gray?
Ok-ok laa.

9. Is there someone you really can't stop thinking about?
Yeah man.

10. Look outside, how's the weather outside?
Cold.

11. Are you jealous of anyone right now?
No.

12. Did you ever think someone didn't like you, but came find out they really did once it was too late?
Yeah.

13. Last time you didn't tell the truth?
Hmmm.

14. Name something great that happened today.
My Tamagotchi turns a year older.

15. Do you regret doing something today?
No.

16. When you think of the rainbow, what pops in your head?
Im lucky.

17. Do you believe in aliens?
Yeah, my brother! HAH.

18. Where would you like to be?
Heaven.

19. What is the worst thing your parents could do to you?
I couldnt recall any.

20. Have you been happy recently?
Yeah.

21. Do you like receiving balloons on your birthday?
Yeah, why not. HAA.

22. Math, English, Science, or Social Studies?
Science.

23. What are you currently listening to?
Harapan by Fazli Zainal.

24. Do you have Limewire?
No.

25. Is lying ever acceptable?
Why not?

26. What was the last movie you watched?
DeathRace.

27. Name someone who has turned your life around at some point of time.
My family.

28. How's your heart lately?
Crazy thumping.

29. The person you dislike gets killed by a train, how do you react?
May He/She rest in peace. Takkan nk ketok keranda, carik pasal kan atau cakap padam muke! HAHA.

30. Who is always on your mind no matter what?
No one.

31. Was today a good day?
Yeah, cold. Grrrr.

32. Name a class that you really dislike?
Class 95. MWAHAHA.

33. Who's number one on your top?
GerlGerl.

34. Do you collect anything?
Postcards.

35. Who's the biggest gossiper you know?
Hey, lots to mention la seh.

36. Last time you got stopped by a cop or pulled over?
Never.

37. Have you ever drank your soda from a straw?
Yeah, ice cream soda.

38. What does your last text message say?
'HAHAHAHAA, seow. Meet you real soon. See ya, selamat bebuka.'

39. Do you like hot sauce?
Yeah.

40. Last time you took a shower?
Few hours back.

41. Do you need to do laundry?
Yeah.

42. What is your heritage?
Melayu+Boyan+Pranakan.

43. Are you someone's best friend?
Yeah.

44. Are you rich?
Average mode.

45. What were you doing at 12AM last night?
Helping my Father with his new truck.

Today.

1.Three names in your inbox cellphone?
Orix, Hairi, Yusra.

2. Your main ringtone?
Lolli Lolli.

3. What you did at 12 last night?
Jalan-jalan at Bazaaar Geylang.

4. Who was the last person you went out with? where?
Yazid, Hairi and Orix at Bazaaar. Geylang.

5. The color of the t-shirt you're wearing now and what does it says?
Black. None.

6. The last thing you did?
Watching tv.

7. List 3 things you always bring to school?
Money, HDD and keys.

8. The colour of your bedroom?
Purple.

9. How much money in your wallet now?
$27 jerrr.

10. How's life?
Great.

11. Your favourite city?
City Kus. HAAA.

12. What will you do next weekend?
Hmmm.

13. When was the last time you saw your mum?
Just now.

14. Where is she now?
At depot.

15. When was the last time you talked to your parent/s?
Yesterday night.

16. Who is the last person that texted you?
Faidah.

17. Where did you have your dinner last night?
At Geylang, carpark near Perkampungan. Kesian. =( HAA.

18. The last surprise you got?
Yesterday!

19. Last thing you borrowed from your friends?
Hmm.

22. How are you?
Doing great, thanks.

23. What time is it now?
Tiger time.

24. Any plans for tomorrow?
Sleep like a loggggg.

25. Where are you schooling?
Behind Safra sane.

27. Are you angry with someone?
No, cool.

28. What do you always order at McDonalds?
Cheeseburger. JULAI!!!!!!! Aku missed Sausage laa!

29. The last time you felt very sad?
Seow! You think i got time to remeber all this shit ah. HAA.

30. What is your wish for tomorrow?
May i live longer day by day.

2008-08-31T23:46:00.000-07:00

Sheesha, RSAF and Death Race.

umore: thirsty. Hee.

HAHAAA. Never in my life, i laugh like camels. ( or issit like always?) Hee. A far distance cousins of mine getting engaged to a Turkish man. And why i laugh? Because that Turkish guy is damn gorgeous. And another point that im much more prettier than my cousin. MWAHAHAA. So i laugh out loud, cos im hurt. HAA. Well, my practical knowledge alway tells that the GORGEOUS will always go to the UGLY DUCKLING. OMG, im so siakkkk. Yet, its true whattt. Ok lah, frankly speaking, aku jealous laaaaaa!! Got it.

Anyways, super congratulations to my one-and-only mamang ezan. What a relief results! Your wife pregnant la seh. YeeHaaa.

These are the pichurs which i spent a day with my buddies. Thanks Nonenah, Fazmi and Rizal for choosing YazidAsmawi's wallet. And to those
who didnt make it like Yan and Shahidah, you've been missed.

Source:Rizal's digi, but 24 jam muke aku!! HAAAA.RandomMixs.

Am i a fool or what? I didnt wake up to ride that Singapore Flyer cos i was too tired and sleep like a log. My momster did wake me up, but kinda useless. HAAAA. Damn, it was the CAAS Family day which was at 8am-2pm. Hell ya! I need a rest ok. Nevermind, i can go with my beloved friends. HAA. But theres some shots of my brother, sister, momster and aunty at the SingaporeFlyer. Will upload real soon.

Yes im a fool! I didnt take any shots at RSAF open house. Cos i dont have time for all these snapsnap. My mind was eyeing on Cina-look 'abang-abang' sapau! Yazid persuade me to go as he was damn boring at home. We make it on time. We had much fun. Did i say WE? No, its only me. Cos i was looking at the RSAF men. HMMMMMMMM. The fun part, we gotta see BlackKnight clear view man. And we managed to get up onto the fighting aeroplane. I dunnoe whats the name of that plane. Duh!! As soon as 4pm, Yazid meeting his GF at his block while im meeting Orix at my place at 6pm. What a name!! Never in my life, watch a midnight movie before. HAA. Really, i swear. We decided to catch up for 4Bia. But we went to all places, but it was selling fast. And mostly, separated seats. Too bad. Thanks to Faidah for the source. Lastly, we went to DownTown and watch DeathRace at 1140pm. 1140pm was a perfect timing for my Lalaland ok! Duh!! Anyways, it was my first ever-ever treat to him, cos i think he spent too much for every meet-up. Especially petrols. Ade pergi, ade balek la eh. In good ways. Overall, it was wonderfool day with him.

Anyways, selamat menyambot ibadah puasa to all of you.

im yours.

2008-08-28T07:06:00.000-07:00

NI NI NI NISHA lerrr.

umore:heart attack.

Haiya. I cant tolerate moronics in school. Wherever i walk at StudentHub, LockerCorner, Toilet, Canteen, Staircase, Lifts etc etc, "Juleng and his gangs" will fucking say something which apparently shoot at WHO ESLE, except me! I can shoot you back too if i have the courage. Cos you and your damn blahdy big gangs while im with one-two friends. Maybe not you start it first, or that cibai trucker who everytime pissed me off when he say, "NI, NI, NI, NI". You want to say that, please fucking hell say that right to my face!! Dont do behind my ass!! Kau ingat aku ape, adek-adek kau kappe? Eh bulu tu gi tebas dulu. Tolongla brader, muke kau pecah seribu la. Kau nak "NI, NI, NI,NI" kat muke adek kau ok!! For the first and final time im gonna say that i swear i hate the sight of you. Really, it makes me puke a trillion times. You can fuck your own hometown ok. Soon, it gonna be the month of Ramadhan so stop testing my blahdy patience ok. Cos aku simply taknak batal! HAHAAA. Come what may.So kawan, kalau kau bace ni harap convey kat kawan sial kau tu ok. Seribu kali MrYap lebih handsome ok. No Offence.

Atlast, we did pass-up our WAD final project. Thank God. So much pecah otak, hentam keyboard, tolak mouse and mulot 24hrs maki atlast da lepas satu beban. And 3D gonna soon, finish. And gotta lots of theory notes to studies for the upcoming final exam. Arrrggggh, Bedah takot seh! HAHAAA.

Ok kawan, heres some shots that i would like share with you guys. Make sure you laugh out loud infront of the PC ok. Make sure explode. The way back kentalan eras. HAAA. Bile lagi nk tengok ke-kentalan aku kan!! Gee. Happy viewing man.

2008-08-28T06:40:00.000-07:00

Tapi no doubt ah, sekarang da cun-melecun.
Da Upgrade sikit. HAHAAA. SS forever.